Thursday, October 8, 2009

No such thing as confusion

I was talking to one of "spiritual adviser's" today. It's funny how those folks KNOW you. and catch you. She caught me twice. Really good.

I was ramblingly trying to explain my current feelings (always an embarrassing conversation) and I guess I kept interjecting "I don't know" after every few statements. Then I abruptly ended with "I think I'm confused.

She struck.

"Did I ever tell you that I was once told that there is no such thing as confusion, there is only not liking your choices?"

(pause. silence)

"and I think you do know."

Damn. her. damn.

No such thing as confusion. Just not liking your choices.
No such thing as confusion. Just not liking my choices.
I am not confused, I just don't like my choices.

What are my choices?

Hmmm. I will have to think about this.

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